Prover K

1/11/96 16.00
1 dose

MIND
0 First I felt peaceful, relaxed, and then began to feel spaced out as if I’d smoked dope. Subtle feeling, not even tingling, down arms, down back and in head, like when you smoke dope. As from a surge of blood. Feeling that I may loose ability to communicate and think rationally. If this carries on, I’d loose control, like I’ve had from dope in the past.
0 Feel warm and cosy, like after a bath in the evening.
0 A friend said that I looked alot more rested than when he last saw me.
0 Felt solitary, wanted to be on my own.

1 Talking in sleep in German
1 Most of day felt as if I had smoked dope the previous night. Spaced out in a pleasant, layed back kind of way. Not stoned. Partner said relaxed, visitors said spaced out.
1 Writen two things down twice. Didn’t remember I’d written it, that’s strange
1 Very irritable waking at 20.00, foul mood

2 Very well

3 Couldn’t focus, put sentances together. pissed off. Couldn’t retain words, kept going back. Had to stop instead of pushing it on. Not > by rest
3 Lay down at 17.00 to switch off, felt quite down
3 Pissed off earlier in the day than I usually would if I’m feeling like this.
3 Not aware of anything more subtle from the remedy because I’m still sleepy

4 Better day, able to concentrate. I worked.
4 Worrying about things, trivial things. Things I’ve done in the past few weeks I’ve felt embarressed about. G eneral feeling of worrying. things have gooone through my head that have happened. E.g. Last time I parked my motorbike I dropped it, so I worry that next time I take it off the stand, will I drop it again, break something that will cost me? I need someone to help me with it.
4 I’ve been thinking about when I went to dentist a while ago and told them I didn’t want metal fillings, but the dentist put one in. It’s outrageous. I could have made a fuss about it

6 Feeling pretty normal

15 Been feeling okay, quite well. Not felt down. Energy been good throughout the day

VERTIGO
15 Dizzy on turning head around in a car

HEAD
0 Noticed hair was greasy

3 Feels tight, often does when I feel stressed like I am now. Normally this comes with a headache, but there is no pain. Front half of head feels tight as if cold

EYE
0 Warm, numb, on edge feeling appeared on L side of face, like tunnel vision, like in a migraine

VISION
0 Warm, numb, on edge feeling appeared on L side of face, like tunnel vision, like in a migraine

HEARING
0 Hearing on R numbed, reduced, not sure. R ear is nearest from computer, other noises not different R/L

NOSE
1 Snorring last night for first time ever

FACE
0 Warm, numb, on edge feeling appeared on L side of face, like tunnel vision, like in a migraine
0 Numbness like with ????????? below spot below R nostril and above lip

15 Face cold with nausea

THROAT - INTERNAL
0 Sore before RX, > after. This often happens

6 Had a cold before Rx leaving sore throat after smoking and slight urge to cough. This all >> after 2/3 days after Rx

STOMACH
15 I’ve began to feel carsick when a passenger. Queezy, a bit. Face and hands cold. Dizzy on turning head around. Drains my energy. Used to have this, but not for 4/5 years. If I continued to be in the car I was sick. (S’s continued for some months after)

ABDOMEN
4 IBS ? has been better since the remedy.

RECTUM
4 Bowels not been so loose since the remedy

COUGH
6 Had a cold before Rx leaving sore throat after smoking and slight urge to cough. This all >> after 2/3 days after Rx

BACK
0 More relaxed

3 Worse than for weeks, since I saw osteopath. Generally feeling the cold = tension, especially tense in neck and back, couldn’t get comfortable on chair. Tended to be in slumped back position.

5 Back is feeling tense again, not as bad as a few days ago

EXTREMITIES
0 Hands feel quite warm. Numb on L little finger, on edge but warm. Usually this is coldest part of hands If circulation is bad

3 Hands cold, circulation is normally poor.

4 Varicose vein been better since the remedy

5 Sensitive on outside of lower arms. Clothes feel uncomfortable. Irritable and intense at time, to touch. It feels unpleasant rubbing over it. The sensation is ON the skin. Noticed it in the late morning, gradual > after

15 Sensation as if rubbed a rubber on my arm - friction pulling hairs. Came on suddenly around midday.
15 Face and hands cold with nausea
15 Varicose vein in L leg still better. No twinges since RX which is unusual.

SLEEP
0 Sleepy

1 Drowsy on waking. Desire to stay in bed. Got up at 10.30am
1 Very tired on way home at 15.30 and till 17/18.00. Slept till 20.00. First day off in a while, body says I need a break
1 Slept 9 in liviing room. Unusual

3 Slept 17.00 to 19.00
3 Sleepy
3 Slept badly, been worrying about things, trivial things. Also, partner was snoring.

4 Not tired as I can be since taking the remedy

15 Sleep has been good recently

SKIN
5 Sensitive on outside of lower arms. Clothes feel uncomfortable. Irritable and intense at time, to touch. It feels unpleasant rubbing over it. The sensation is ON the skin. Noticed it in the late morning, gradual > after

15 Sensation as if rubbed a rubber on my arm - friction pulling hairs. Came on suddenly around midday.

GENERALITIES
0 Subtle feeling, not even tingling, down arms, down back and in head, like when you smoke dope. As from a surge of blood

1 Tiredness was a pleasant, physical tiredness

3 Tired after just two hours (of being up), like this all day
3 Tense in muscles
3 Feeling the cold for the first time this Winter

4 Not been feeling the cold as I can do since taking the remedy

15 Been feeling colder since begining the proving

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